Thoughts on starting this…

It’s scary. I’m reliving one of the most dark moments of my life. One of my ultimate breaking points.

I’m reliving my walk with The Devil.

I’ve avoided this moment like I used to avoid homework as a kid.

But this is deeper than homework. This is a spiritual awaking. A spiritual awakening and spiritual battle all at the same time.

So where do I begin? How do I bring these foggy memories back to clarity?

I’ve suppressed them for so long. It’s one of my negative attributes… but also maybe it’s a strength? Being able to forget so easily.

I think it’s the latter.

That being said, each writing, each release, is going to take time. Time filled with tears, horrible flash backs, hauntings, anxiety but also hopefully filled with reassurance and hope. A reminder that I made it through and I was never alone.

So here we are. About to dive into the first moment of this spiritual war.

I met Satan that trip.

And he tried to drag me to Hell with him.